almost clean.
this is the only public entry i'll make, & i'll probably delete it soon enough.

i debated writing this, but i feel the need to explain myself. i deleted a lot of my friends list - not because i don't like you, but because either i don't read your journal or i just don't feel like i have anything in common with you. i feel like this has become an obligation, & that's not how i want it to be because this is a great outlet to have. but i'm sick of censoring myself, sick of feeling i have to write certain things or come across as a certain way. if i know you in real life, i probably cut you, minus a select few. if you really want to read this, although i'm not sure why you would necessarily want to, let me know & we'll talk. my lifestyle has changed a lot, i've changed a lot, i'm tired of feeling closed in on, tired of people trying to influence my decisions. i've started up school again & want to concentrate on that, & it's gotten to the point where reading my friends page is nearly an obligation & i just skim over things or don't give people the attention i want to. some of you i don't even know anymore. some of you i didn't even know in the first place.

there's still other ways to keep in contact with me: myspace (www.myspace.com/abortlament); facebook; AIM (onlyplaceyouknow); MSN messanger (abortlament@hotmail.com); & my hotmail email. i've also got a phone, & i like letters in the mail.

so. that's that.


edit: i went through the list of people i had added, not the list of people who have me added. i realize that some of you have me on your friends list, & i have no idea who you are. if you are one of these people, introduce yourself, tell me a bit about yourself. i do like new & interesting friends.