sunshine ([info]abortlament) wrote,
@ 2006-02-03 15:43:00
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[info]verdure
2006-02-03 09:49 pm UTC (link)
thats a beautiful banner

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[info]_landmarks
2006-02-03 10:08 pm UTC (link)
i concur

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[info]dramaqueen911
2006-02-03 11:49 pm UTC (link)
sweetheart...am I locked out...I love you!!! you're beautiful

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[info]the_plateness
2006-02-04 04:00 am UTC (link)
am i still worthy to read your lj?
cuz if you did, i think i'd die.

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[info]the_plateness
2006-02-04 04:02 am UTC (link)
yeah, i got a little ahead of myself while typing.
put the phrase 'did you lock me out?' before the last line & then it will make sense.

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[info]abortlament
2006-02-04 11:22 pm UTC (link)
heh, i was a bit confused at first.
duh, you are totally worthy.
i love your writing. besides, i trust you.

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[info]lethally_yours
2006-02-04 06:30 am UTC (link)
I hope I'm not locked out. :(

I love you too much to lose you.

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[info]abortlament
2006-02-04 11:21 pm UTC (link)
ha, are you kidding?
i love you. why would i do such a thing?

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[info]more_like_july
2006-02-04 07:42 pm UTC (link)
i really like that banner

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[info]alrededordeamor
2006-02-04 11:41 pm UTC (link)
i really like the part with the birds

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[info]ravenwyrm
2006-02-05 07:57 am UTC (link)
i saw that you had me added as a friend, & i'm wondering where you found me & such. i looked at your journal a bit & you look interesting & intelligent. tell me a bit about yourself?

I found you by browsing [info]ripen's friends list. At the time, you had no public entires, so I couldn't drop you a note to let you know I was adding you. :) I'm 23, male, from the Philippines. I don't post often, as I'm still getting used to owning an LJ. And thank you kindly for the compliment(s). :)

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[info]abortlament
2006-02-06 05:04 am UTC (link)
ah, i see. that makes sense. i'm not a very logical person, so i didn't think of that ;) so you're from the philippines? that's awesome. i'll definitely add you. & it's nice to meet you ♥

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[info]oh_marvelous
2006-02-07 12:05 am UTC (link)
hello. it's cherry. i bought a rename for my journal. readd me?

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[info]abortlament
2006-02-08 02:13 am UTC (link)
of course, love.

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[info]abortlament
2006-02-08 02:15 am UTC (link)
add me back, too?

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[info]sellyourdoor
2006-02-07 01:39 am UTC (link)
Add me? Maybe?

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[info]abortlament
2006-02-14 11:18 pm UTC (link)
word.

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[info]penguinlvr06
2006-02-21 07:21 am UTC (link)
:'( i'm not your friend anymore...please add me again? i DO read your entries, even if i don't comment on them. i ♥ you.

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[info]abortlament
2006-03-02 05:07 am UTC (link)
adding you.
i'm sorry.

i'm paranoid about people i know reading this.
there's very few people i actually know who can.

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[info]penguinlvr06
2006-03-02 05:15 am UTC (link)
maybe that's something to work on?
opening up to strangers is wonderful because there's no attatchment, no judgement, etc.

but there is something for trusting your close friends. we won't judge, we won't mock, we won't share your secrets, and it's a chance for us to get to know you better. we (i) love you. ♥ <33333333333333333333333333333333

you are beautiful inside and out and it shows through your writing when you're oh so far away in Milwaukee. i miss you

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[info]abortlament
2006-03-07 05:36 pm UTC (link)
hm, i could say an awful lot in response to this. i did work on it. for a while, i've let people read this when before i've never let anyone read anything i wrote. but now it's become more about writing something substantial, rather than just journaling, & i guess i feel like that's where my deepest secrets lie whether or not they are recognizable to the outside eye. it's not that i don't trust - it's just that most everyone i actually know in real life uses their lj as a place to keep in touch, like saying oh, this happened to me, or i feel this because of this, & i don't mind that because it's all fine & well, but i don't do that & i feel like a lot of people could give a shit less. it's really not about trust. it's just that things are different, i'm different, & i don't want a lot of people to know about the things in my life & degrade them like i've seen happen. i trust my closest friends, i do. the thing is, if a lot of you (i'm not saying you specifically) knew a majority about my life, you would make judgments, garanteed, even if you didn't express them, because that's the way people are, & i don't think a lot of people want to know me better. i'd rather keep them at a distance, more than just physically, because it's safer. it's not that i don't trust them, i just want to save them from knowing too much. i'm sick of being a disappointment to everyone when i don't think i am myself.

i don't know if any of that makes sense or if you really care about any of it, but that's a -little- bit of what i'm thinking about that. lately, i've been thinking a lot about old relationships vs. new relationships & who i was & who i am now. maybe it's more so that i don't feel like i have much of anything in common with a lot of people i know anymore & therefore, my writing will not necessarily be understood or it will be misinterpreted or whatever. i probably sound paranoid, i'm sorry. this is lame.

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[info]abortlament
2006-03-07 05:37 pm UTC (link)
& also, a lot of the "strangers" i know i'm pretty close to. maybe i don't know them in real life, but with a lot of them, our relationship does not just pertain to livejournal.

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[info]astronautas
2006-02-23 01:21 am UTC (link)
hola,
friends?
<3

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[info]abortlament
2006-02-23 03:17 am UTC (link)
of course ;)
may i ask who you are & how you found me?
i'm krisha, nice to meet you. ♥

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[info]astronautas
2006-02-23 11:09 am UTC (link)
I'm Irene.
I found you somewhere in foto_decadent and I was just curious.
nice to meet ya.
<3

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[info]purpleplague
2006-03-04 05:40 am UTC (link)
Something happened and I'm not on your friends list anymore..will you add me again?

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[info]abortlament
2006-03-04 09:52 pm UTC (link)
yes, darling, i will do so ♥

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[info]stomp_stompclap
2006-03-07 10:21 am UTC (link)
it's cold out here.

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[info]stomp_stompclap
2006-03-07 10:21 am UTC (link)
is it warm indoors?

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[info]abortlament
2006-03-07 05:39 pm UTC (link)
i will provide you with warmth, if that's what you want, love. ♥

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[info]stomp_stompclap
2006-03-07 10:16 pm UTC (link)
really? after i've been (obnoxious/irreverent) all this time?

you're making it impossible for me not to find you attractive.

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[info]abortlament
2006-03-07 11:34 pm UTC (link)
yes, even so. but only if you add me back.
& that was my plan all along, didn't you know?
we should talk sometime. ;)

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[info]stomp_stompclap
2006-03-08 01:09 am UTC (link)
you clever vixen, you. Alright, added, and yes, we'll talk sometime.

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[info]as_souvenirs
2006-04-01 03:02 am UTC (link)
Hello sunshine!

I doubt you even remember me, but I was [info]isadancefloor once, and we were lj friends for a brief moment until I deleted that journal. May I please be added again? You wrote/write so beautifully.

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[info]abortlament
2006-04-01 04:18 pm UTC (link)
of course i remember you! i'm glad you've come back! i will most definitely add you again, darling. thank you ♥

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[info]brothany
2006-05-10 06:10 pm UTC (link)
That banner is littering. Oh Sneeze!

----camels are angry at toyota pickups in the flatlands man----
http://desbmx.rr.nu

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[info]_116114__
2006-05-26 08:59 pm UTC (link)
I am like dying over the amazingness of the lyrics on your user info. I worship that song so much. But yeah, hi...

♥

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[info]abortlament
2006-05-27 06:16 pm UTC (link)
yeah, it's a good song.
& you're added, girly.

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[info]ohtobeyou
2006-08-18 06:34 pm UTC (link)
Do you mind adding me on this one too? I just read your other journal. I love your honesty.

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[info]seekingosiris
2006-08-21 12:40 am UTC (link)
of course, i'm very flattered, thank you ♥ i'll do that right now.

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