& when i see you, i really see you upside down. but my brain knows better. it picks you up & turns you around. if you feel discouraged that there's a lack of color here, please don't worry lover, it's really bursting at the seams, absorbing everything, the spectum's a to z. this is fact not fiction for the first time in years, & all the girls in every girlie magazine can't make me feel any less alone. i'm reaching for the phone to call at 7:03 & on your machine i slur a plea for you to come home, but i know it's too late. i should have given you a reason to stay.